i know i said i would only be gone for a couple months (4 to be exact) and it's a month away from a year since. i would like for you to know that is not personal but strictly because of business. i could blame it on my ADHD and all the factors that allow me to side track but i don't wanna point fingers and make up excuses. i much rather apologize.
honeslty, i really like you, but how can i commit to you without first experimenting w.whats out there?
also, before i make any promises, i would really like it if you could show me a little more. something new. i want to see your experimental side. which reminds...can you please tone down the raunchiness. im sick of ur "wanna be fabulous" humor.
oh and still then dont get ur hopes up too high, i should be gone by august. this time is china.
i know you understand.
phunk regards,
casey
